Friday, November 17, 2017

Make A Room For Me In Your Heart

I trace your face with my eyes
I crave your embrace

Our touch will bring on storm
Yet
I drown into your
Tender and delicate love
Consume me to very core
Reveling in the fire desire

I want you to
Make a room for me
In your heart
But only for a while
Yes, only for a while

When the clock strikes right
I will pluck out of your heart
Leaving you bleeding

But Oh! My Love!
Here’s my heart
Forever yours

To be complete
We have to live apart
Broken together

©Beyond Horizon

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Monday, November 6, 2017

I Carry You Within Me

I carry you within my soul,
In my soul, i’ll keep you safe

I’ve etched you in my heart,
In my heart, i’ll continue to love

You’re my strength,
You’re my courage

I fear no life’s conspiracy,
I fear no fate

Your love is sacred,
Your love is celestial

I carry you in my silence,
In my silence, you’ll be loved

I carry you within me,
Within me, your eternal love


©Beyond Horizon

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Wednesday, October 4, 2017

This Is The Story Of His And Her

This is the story of His and Her
Who fell in love with each other’s words
She was known for Her kind-heartedness
Yet Her written words were fiery and ferocious
He was known for His coquettish nature
Yet His written words were alluring and devotion

This is the story of His and Her
Who never met or even saw each other
She wondered: ‘Does he stuck out his tongue or frown while writing?’
He wondered: ‘What makes Her write those lonesome words?’
She never knew the intoxicating drink bring out His captivating poetry
He never knew her life resonated in those vehement yet deserted feelings

This is the story of His and Her
Who never realised they had fallen in Love
Knowing but never saying
Close yet distant
Together but never with each other
Incompleteness made them complete

This is the story of His and Her
Who when realised they are in love
She dared to sing,
*Not knowing what it was
I will not give you up this time
But darling, just kiss me slow, your heart is all I own
And in your eyes you're holding mine

He wanted an affirmation:
**Sticks and stones they may break these bones
But then I'll be ready, are you ready?
It's the start of us, waking up, come on
Are you ready? I'll be ready
I don't want control, I want to let go
Cause now it's time to let them know
We are ready
What about us?

This is the story of His and Her!

Sunday, October 1, 2017

I’m an introvert

“Please say those words again”, my heart begged
“Stop! Don’t you dare!” warned my brain
I want to say, “Fuck this world, I do too!”
But I keep my mouth shut
Because I’m an introvert

I watch those oh-so-perfect Instagram and FB posts
Heck! Why ain’t my life like that?
But I silently envy them
Because I’m an introvert

They said: Say no. I said No
They said: Say yes. I said Yes (which I shouldn’t)
But I live like a puppet
Because I’m an introvert

I’m very good in masking my pain
I hide the crevices well
But I won’t utter: WTH! It hurts
Because I’m an introvert

Each heart carries a story and feet walk on a journey
Some stories do not end well,
The feet never reach the destination
But I ignore them all
Because I’m an introvert

Even you say those words all over again
I want to say: "Yes! I really love you too"
But I would never confess
Because I’m an introvert


Monday, September 25, 2017

Friend Zone

Sunday morning, the first thing is to grab Hindustan Times newspaper fastened hanging on the main door crevices (a familiar scene in most of the apartments in urban cities, ain’t it?) I am not a fan of reading news in the main supplement I find them depressive.

I wait for the weekly hindustan Brunch magazine. My relation with Brunch goes back to my teenage.  When the cover page is incredible I can’t wait to read the entire cover story. Last Sunday’s Brunch comprised Farhan Akhtars fat-free at 43 life story with his sensuous cover photo (Do read it!). 

Okay I got off-track here. I am a follower of Seema Goswami’s column - indulge in the magazine. Her words always strike a chord. This Sunday’s article was titled, ‘Friend zone'. It has no connection with Ae Dil Hai Mushkil or love. It is about friendship. Quoting her: Just one 'bestie' is not enough; you need at least five kinds of friends to survive in this world.

I often wondered the concept of ‘best friend’ or ‘bestie’. If you ask me who is your best friend? I cannot pick any 'one' as a best friend. There isn't that one friend who knows everything about my life. I love talking with H about certain things which I do not with V or few others.

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A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked. -Bernard Meltzer

While growing up I kept myself out of the loop of emotions. I experienced that when I start bonding with a friend life takes him / her away from me. Strangely I stay connected with them and this surprises me.

Let me mention their initials over here. From schooldays: V and P, during medical college J, blogging years: H, R, T and at work: J and I.

I do not speak with them every single day. I have lost touch with J which I have mentioned in this post. I tried searching her on major social media but no avail. 

broken friendship quotes
I lost the one person I never thought I could lose

The other J knows me so well that there is no use of my veil I wear most of the times. J SEES THROUGH IT, and it still have amazed me, how with only few months of knowing each this person have caught the exact me - the person I am.

true friend true love
"A friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself — and especially to feel, or not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at any moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to - letting a person be what he really is.” 

Social media though has made it easy to stay connected but I miss them in-person. I want to spend time with them talking, howling, laughing over silly matters, discussion on serious matters, just being crazy and stupid. Someday I will!

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Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Day 16 – Letter to Someone that’s not in your state/country

Dearest Oprah,

Oh my god!!! I am finally writing to you. Sorry I’m squealing like a little girl but I was a little girl when I first saw The Oprah Winfrey Show. Wasn’t I flabbergasted watching you? I tried to enact you, the way you speak. The halo of your confidence left me mesmerized. Keeping a show alive for 25 years with same enthusiasm is commendable. 

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I am learning lessons of life from you. I am going to be frank here they are difficult (quite next to impossible for me) to incorporate, nevertheless I am trying.

Let me confess I never get bored or tired watching your interview videos and talk show. I was listening to one of your interviews where you said after watching your mother washing clothes you thought: ‘My life is not going to be like this.’ This was you, the thoughts of a 6 year old girl!  And rest of the female population keep envisioning life to be the same like their mother.

The world doesn’t require two Oprah Winfrey so I don’t want to be like you. I am not being rude. I just want to say you are the best the one and only one. I will take in your affirmations, the attitude towards life and be ‘alive’.

My achievements are far from the people you have interviewed. Standing by your words, “You get in life what you have the courage to ask for.” So I'm asking (hope) to meet you and what if it might come true?

Yours,

Living by your words: “I Deserve the Best!”

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Saturday, September 16, 2017

10 Things I Should Have Learned While Growing up!

There are some things which are taught in school, by parents and others to learn on your own. FACT: The ‘OTHERS’ are THE ones which sustain our life and should have been taught.

10 things I should have learned


1.      It is absolutely okay to say NO


Have you realised that saying ‘NO’ requires courage than saying ‘Yes’? Have you felt the heart beat increase when you want to say ‘no’ but can’t?

I wished there was someone who made me understand the importance of No rather than saying yes all the time. I learned it the hard way.

2.      It is okay to be NOT OKAY


Our upbringing has wired our brains not to disclose the true emotions. Keep hiding. Cry alone in the bathroom. Wipe the tears it is not good to cry in front of everyone. You are a big girl now. Big boys don’t cry.

Familiar?

So next time when someone asks you about your well-being throw the mask of a good girl or good boy and speak out: “No, I am not okay. Life is effed up!”


3.      Self-love


Create a ME time every single day. Bathe with warm water with infusion of Epsom salt which takes away the fatigue be it physical or mental. I listen to music, I write in my journal (not every single day), take up a task in Start Where You Are,  the self-explanatory journal. I never realized my thought process and the subconscious mind until I began working on this journal.

Start Where You Are: A Journal for Self-Exploration

4.      Investment


Everyone brags about money but no one talks about the importance of investing the hard earned money during adolescence. We give allowance to kids but forget to explain to save some of it.

I should have done it in my early twenties but it is never too late. Now I keep learning about stock market, mutual funds and invest some portion of my earnings.

I am happy the upcoming generation does have knowledge about the investments.

5.      Be Grateful


Do not wait for a crisis and then be grateful for this life. Thank for this life every time you wake up from sleep. I admire Muniba Mazari and keep repeating her words of giving gratitude to the life inside my head.


 6.      No one has time to think about you


They have big mouths to talk all the shit about you but trust me they don’t think about you all the time. So why waste time by thinking, “What will they think about me?”

7.      Menstruation is not a taboo


Do not wrap the sanitary pads in paper to hide them while buying. I have stepped in the temple on first day of my period. There wasn’t thundering or lightning, God did not stop me or ordered me saying: “You are not allowed in my premises.”

 8.      Never judge the book by its cover and people by their attire and appearance


If you judge people, you will fall hard on the face. Take my word for it.

9.      Life is short


There are going to be good days and few really really bad ones too. But Life is short so write down a bucket list; strike out what’s on it one by one because time is ticking.

My Bucket List Journal: Make Things Happen!

10.   Stay Single


Saved best for the last. *lol* 


keep smiling